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Monday, October 10, 2011

wajahku pucat.seribu makian ingin saja kulontarkan :(

Assalammualaikum & Hello :)
What am I supposed to say about today? Okay, everything was okay in a day, but not at the noon. It was eleven thirty o'clock pm somehow might be laa kot. And I was busy-ing myself made for Arabic assgnmnt bcause it has to be submitt on this weeks. But, because of my brain was jammed cause it then, I rest for a while. I play that Angry Bird's game. haha it was funny for hearing at ze annoying pig sounds. hahaha and ze angry bird who's keep nagging. :) But, what a night, somebody was knocking on our room door. I guess who will the guest be? -.- Hell what? Im so shocked to death. It was ze blok fellow as known as ze lecturer . -.- what the hell of her think for bring her here for tonight? Okay! She's want to check for our electricity things but, what a night. She tried to do on smethng pulaaa. she's look at mylappy and found something interesting -.- memang jantung malah kaki dan tgn jari jemari saya sejuk on the spot. saya sangat gerigau tauk :( Then, I made like nothing and her looks to me seems like she's wanna made me as her second dinner next. Im afraid to death. The folder was named 'My holiday with them' and she saw a girls that was freehair in that folder and she might felt .that was me .oh lord -.- apakah ini satu ujian dari Mu juaa? :(
Ze pictures shown of chilang. She's my Bff :) what tha fcuk! She saw it, my faces with chilang dressed which I open up my hair in that picture. I cant describe how my feeling was it. Its just like I really want to cry, and I need someone to support me for being strong! This is accidentally happened. I never meant that. In fact, I never being freehair at here. Its just at Sabah:( Butttt,
she's not satisfied yet .after check for my lappy then she's trying to have my phone pulaaa. Allah! aku blur di situ aa. dgn slumber ba tarik phne aku then, saw for all mypictures and also the text mssge. what the hell? dont you think it was a TRESPASS means PENCOROBAHAN TOWARDS MYSELF! -.-
I wanna cry on that time . I dnt knw wht to do .she ask for my name .what badge am I? Everything:( Memang hina ka pd pdgn drg org freehair ne? I really dnt knw what to do. I just want to shed a tears a now :( Tp, aku terharu sbb at least budak bilik aku mmpu fhm cndtion aku yg freehair ne .drg tau aku freehair cuma d sabah dan aku nda prnh buat bnda bkn bkn d sini:( Even, Freehair! aku cukup jaga batas aku di sini . & drg tahu aku tgh cuba untuk berjinak-jinak dgn tdg skrg & drg cndri ckp teruk lg yg brttup ne mana bole kira .ttupla sgt -Via MY TERENGGANU'S BESTIE SAID.Nursyafawati yaakob:)
& aku terasa dgn kata kata kwn ku yg 1 tuh .hm sampai aku jerit kenapa hina kah org freehair? bkn pun kmi brbogel ba .dia terdiam ja:) Ndataula .tp aku rasa lain dgn kata kata dia.
But, lesson in here .I consider this more like 'Berani buat Berani tanggung' so, I should face this. I dont do bad.I just freehair myself .thats all . Its up to them to think what mankind of persons I am . I just me . I just trying to be myself . nor a hypocrite like the othrs of them had . Tidak usah cakap trlmpw pnjgla .Ini melibatkan aib kolej . Biar saya & mereke mereka tuh yang tahu . Hm that alls . Im done.
Be strong, yenn. Its happend for a reasons.
#lesson learned to yourself =.=

#Hm, crying insides.kbye :(

2 comments:

  1. ahahhaah...(lol)aq lg gerigau ngan tidur short pants miomang mati la law ustazah tengo,,,,ahak puiii sial lah kita mlam ne ....kantoi semua,,,sabar ko beeb kami ada di sini,,,,aq lagi la law taw 2 bju aq mmng kna cop overnight <<<bdoa ja kta

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  2. ya. kau kan paling menang tu unnie.laju jo! enth mcmna kau buat tuh na plg amazing la kau tu mlm.haha. smpai baju pn drg sadai. lawaaa =.=
    yabaa. thanks btw aa syg :) <3

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