betapa aku sayang kamu, kawan :'(

Dear You, that I called as a friends:')

First of all, I would like to ask you guys, hw are ya doin bbe? hws a lyfe so far? Are you okaay there? Is there somethng dumped you rcntly? are you hurt? and lots more and have you ever miss me? Yeah for the last questions might be ba tuh kan? :'/
okay! what am I doing actually uhh? lewl =.= Sorry you guys, being honest ImissUs so fuckinnnmuch and know wht, I keep thinking about our friendships which is nowadays seems all of uswas act like kinda strangers and it its annoying me like seriously. hmph, or uhh might be this friendships aregoing to gone someday. Ohmy, saya tdk mghrpkn bgtu tp, kdg kdg mcm kita hmpir ke situ =.= saya mau kita terus BFF :'( but, insides this small heart, I've been tired enough to care of our friendships rlation nw bbe. I dnt knw why, I think I did mybest to be a bestbestfriend you all ever had but, why do I think u're guys not do the same things like I did to this friendship. It feels like, taaaah I dont want to point my finger to you, her or her or her and last last it might be back to me too. Being honest you guys, I dont think we're a Bff yet? Its just based on words k. Yeah! I knew we already discussed about this matter but, sorry you guys. I knew we are busy with our own activities to do, stuffs and so on and it same goes to me too. -.- But, with no contcts no commentting at fb and the only thing that we have now is awkward of each other. And, for that awkward feels its me who's into it much. To admit, yes I do change a lot, but Im not change myself to another prson through you guys. I am me and still me, no one can change that. Might be nowadays I've being like an Ustazah but, this is the way I choose to live and I hope I can keep this image until mylast breath. Im sorry you guys, might be this image gonna make ur guys felt dffrnt to look at me after this. But, as a bestfriends you guys should support me unfortunately you guys didnt do that. Am I do wrong towards you guys? If I had do then let me know, talk to me and we can deal it by a deep cnvrsation and stop act like we dont care at all. Heyyy, if we're fuckinnn true bff we should act like those way kayyy. Think about it. Hmph, and this iszit am going to change, to change myself until I found the real ME. And you guys should do the same things too. Each time I perform mysolat I never forgt to pray to Allah s.w.t that ur guys have ze blessed of Allah pleased. Bbe, I hope we can secure this relations back please? Do it pleaseeee :'( KITA SANGAT TIDAK CLOSE SUDAH . AKU SEDIH BAH :'( k, laaah aku nangis! Tkcre.Ily Imysm you guys ;( Bai.





With lotsof ♥,
Yenn-